Fanfan Says Drag Queen Can "Go Die" After Alleged Streamer Awards 2026 Criticism, Rock M. Sakura Responds

Fanfan faces backlash over her leaked Discord messages about a drag queen.© NDTV Library

Fanfan and drag queen Rock M. Sakura are now in a heated exchange after private Discord messages about The Streamer Awards 2026 got shared online. In those messages, the Twitch streamer accused a drag queen of criticizing her previous year's jokes while talking to Siarhei “Bogur” backstage, and she aimed an angry remark at the person, saying they“can go die.” X user @khaliizii posted the screenshots on November 13, 2026. Rock M. Sakura then stepped forward, admitted she was the person who made the comments, and apologized to Fanfan for hurting her feelings.

@BiqtchPuddin @fanfan https://t.co/jBwb6yTvOK

— xo (@khaliizii) November 13, 2026

Fanfan's Discord messages reveal her anger over backstage criticism of her jokes

It all started when screenshots of Fanfan's Discord conversation began circulating on X. In them, she claimed a drag queen had walked up to Bogur backstage and asked whether her jokes from the previous Streamer Awards were really written by her.

According to Fanfan, the person also asked Bogur if the jokes had been pre-approved and told him they were not funny. Bogur defended her, she said, replying that Fanfan was one of his best friends and that he personally enjoyed her jokes.

Fanfan did not take the alleged criticism lightly. She wrote,“who the **** do they think they are” while venting her frustration over the conversation.

She also said she wanted to confront the person if Bogur could identify them later. Eventually she named Biqtch Puddin in the messages, but that identification turned out to be incorrect.

Rock M. Sakura identifies herself as the person behind the comments and apologizes to Fanfan

Rock M. Sakura, who hosted one of fashion panels at The Streamer Awards 2026, responded to the screenshots on November 13. In her X post, Rock said Biqtch Puddin had nothing to do with the backstage conversation.

She admitted she was the one who shared her opinion about Fanfan's jokes with Bogur. Rock also explained why she brought the jokes up at all. According to her, she was trying to encourage Bogur not to feel nervous about telling jokes and getting a laugh when he went on stage.

She then apologized directly to the Twitch streamer, writing:

“Sorry, that I hurt your feelings about your jokes. I was trying to tell him not to be nervous about telling jokes & getting a laugh when he went up. I didn't get a laugh either so”

Rock also specifically asked people not to direct hate towards Biqtch Puddin over the misunderstanding.

Fanfan has not responded to Rock's public clarification as of November 14, 2026.